Allow Invitations
By A Starsoul. Filed in My Practices |Tags: control, let go, open mind, thoughts
This is the fifth day of the year. Already there are a lot of things going through my mind, mostly stressful thoughts.
I ask the question: What are you seeking for?
- A knowingness.
- Of what?
- Of reassurance.
- Of what?
- Of what’s really going on?
I see. My mind wants to be sure of the future, wants to “KNOW” the unknowable. This is the kind lf control game she’s been playing all her life. I wonder, looking at the result I’ve got today, wouldn’t it be worthwhile, for once, to let go of the trying to control – which includes what a particular person thinks about me; what my office executive’s personnel plan is…? It’s useless anyways. Future is in nobody’s control. Reality is a fluid flow. Nothing ever gets done. Everything is constant changing.
What would my life be if I truly dive into the unknown? For once, could I just close my eyes and take the leap?
And enjoy the exhilaration?
How would my interpretation of the whole world be different? Instead of saying “I created this. I attracted that. I know this for sure.”, I’d let everything be an open invitation to me.
For today, I’d stay open. Whatever comes to my senses – that’s all I have to perceive the world – I let it be an invitation for me to join, in one way or another. I don’t have to be all over. I notice the invitations, give them my appreciations, and give them a chance to express themselves, then decide if I join or not. There is no pre-conception or prejudgement, or expectations for that matter. For today, I see the world as a perfect kind place full of invitations and chances.
And I take my time, going through the to-do list, stop any time I stop. Nothing needs to be finished. Nothing can ever be finished.
Really, how popular and rich I am to have all these constant invitations in one day!
